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21 March 2010 @ 11:45 pm
2# RL rant.  
Hey, I´m back. Or.. sort of :P I think it´s time for me to explain why I haven´t online much (YT + LJ). I think letting all of this out will make me feel better. Here it goes, two things happened or maybe more..
+ My grandma died on the beggining of March. She was 95 years old, she was sick and she had been sick for years. And it was awful.. the day before she died she stopped talking all of the sudden. And I held her hand an watched her suffer. It was awful and I feel terrible.
+ I didn´t do so great at school last year. I think the reason I did so bad was my grandma being sick + me being alone all the time. I forgot to mention that my mom took care of my grandma so I was alone the whole day. Now it feels weird and amazing at the same time to have my mom with me during the day. Ok, back to school. I failed two subjects and I sign in to take one of them during the summer. So I started to go to class on February and I had the test yesterday - Saturday - I have no idea how I did on the test, but I think I have to take the final exam next Saturday. Anyway these takes me to..
+ I got robbed yesterday. In a park in front of my school. They stole my bag, and I had all the stuff from school - stuff I need to study for next Saturday - my IDs, my cellphone, my subway card, a bracelet someone special got me and a few other things. Now I´m so scared, I don´t wanna leave my house. I really don´t wish this on anyone, I should thank God that I´m ok and they didn´t do anything to me. But it still was horrible. So now I have to try to get the stuff I need to study from my classmates, and I have to get my IDs back.
So, that´s pretty much it. It´s late so I tried to make it short haha I hope all of you are ok. and I hope you can forgive me for not being able to finish a video.. I will try to make it up to you somehow.
Please try to send me good vibes, I really need them!


PS: Feel free to rant about anything you want on this post.
Current Location: my living room
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Marisa: Sun/Hurleymchun on March 22nd, 2010 12:33 pm (UTC)
oh god, im so sorry about your grandma and that you got robbed thats terrible, but im glad your okay *hugs*
pswhateveraskforme on March 22nd, 2010 12:52 pm (UTC)
thank you so much! how are you? :)
Marisa: J/Kmchun on March 22nd, 2010 08:16 pm (UTC)
I'm okay though stressing out a bit with uni :(
Martina: person » blake and leightonnorrskens on March 22nd, 2010 01:03 pm (UTC)
oh sweetie, I am so sorry about your grandmother! Going through things like that is really hard! ♥

well you'll get thorugh school, I belive in you ♥

ugh, that really sucks! Being robbed is not fun at all!

BUT, I am gonna be your personal cheerleader!! YOU'LL MAKE IT THROUGH! :D
aileane47aileane47 on March 28th, 2010 05:00 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry about that. Last year was pretty shitty and this one hasn't been much better so far, I hope it changes soon. Best luck to you!